it's a boy-girl thing

you try...you give your best and expect everything...you hope for the stars and get only dust...

it's a known fact that, when in a relationship, one persone loves more and the other one recieves more...but what happens if you find yourself having all the love sucked dry out of you? what happens if you wake up one morning to nothing to impress you anymore?

imagine...
you simply wake up...take a sip of coffee and a long look in the mirror...and you start getting ready for whatever it is you have to do that day...than...it happens...something you have long wanted to happen but gave up any hope it will actually happen...sure...it makes you feel good...important...it even makes your day for a couple of moments...then you start reviewing what just happened...sure...you could've handled things differently...or you could've ignored it all together...anyhow...the point is...that just for a second...you feel it's gonna happen again...


you start thinking ahead, making plans, taking chances all over again...wishing, hoping and praying for the best...everything in your head...happening sooooo god damn fast


PAUSE!!!

[take deep breath...think it over...stop second-guessing yourself]

Resume

no matter how hard you try you can't make it work all by yourself...so...stand up straight...aim...FIRE...no what if's...no maybe's...no nothing!!!

you are better off alone than being the person who ends up losing at the end of the day...

STOP

as for me...well...i'm moving on...head-first into the wall of life...taking chances and not giving a damn...untill there's nothing more to give, nothing else to lose, no one left to love...

de ce? PENTRU CA POT!!!