i'll be waiting...time after time

well...i won't promise you a smooth ride, nor will i claim it'll always be ok...

i can assure you, though, that there will be mood swings, i will get upset and you probably won't understand why...i will need tons and tons of chocolate and hugs and kisses...

there will be ups and downs and maybe we'll even fight a lot over nothing...i'll probably get to the point where i won't be able to put my ego aside and you won't talk to me so we don't fight...we'll break up..trying to live apart..acting like we don't give a fuck if the other even exists...

but we'll find our way back...to that bench in the parking lot...in the middle of the night...cuz i'd rather swallow my pride than lose you, i'd rather go for miles back and forth than live without seeing you...

i promise we'll have tons of make-up-sex and then some more, i promise i'll be there making you coffee untill you finish your project...

i promise i'm gonna make this song sound better and better every time you replay it...

have you ever had someone tell you that what they felt for you was like a melody on repeat that you just can't get enough of?

fetish...

have you ever loved something or someone more than you could've ever imagined? the type of love so pure and honest it almost hurts? did you ever have the certainty that when you'll wake up it'll be there...waiting faithfully with it's incomparable smell...hot and willing to enter your every cell...to give you strength...to get you going on a rainy day?

i have...and i'd like to thank it for being there for me...every morning of everyday...when even i had given up hope...

thank you, my love...
thank you dearest coffee

hot and awesome

coffee by my side, almost fake and gay music in my left ear, and the spirits to conquer the world...

so here goes...

no boundaries were left intact...no laws unbroken...no whisper without an echo...

you wake up one morning to find an empty bed and what you've dreamed still there...you try to get up but somehow the memory of last nights' journey lingers...you saw it clearly...no doubt about it...felt it...and not even the fresh pot of coffee can make it go away...for the first time in years you stop searching for everyone's hidden agenda...and just embrace it...

so what if he didn't call, so what if he doesn't hold your hands at night or bring you chocolate when you're PMS-ing?! so fucking what if your life isn't like what they spoon-fed you in movies?

just remember that first time you made him smile, when he told you he likes you and how awesome you are...no labels...no worries...let it happen...

as for me... my hot and awesome self...as usual...feeling more like carrie bradshaw everyday...only better...hotter... more awesome...and always right!

fake and gay

boy meets girl

girl likes boy

boy leaves

girl gets over crush

time goes by

boy misses girl...

tha fuck?!?!