watch you sleeping...

I wanna join you sleeping peaceful
Feeling the sun in our room
What a plenty of rays and beaming lights
Surely, it does me good

you get everything you own packed in a suitcase, ready to move and leave it all behind...but as you're about to walk out that door you wanna catch a last glimpse of what you had, what you were and what you're walking away from...

same doubts keep you posted, you can't even move or breathe...like just another fairytale which went rotten...but you have one thing figured out...you're gonna run away...to just about any other place that isn't where you are right now...this is what you've been doing for as long as you can remember...and sometimes you got tired of running..laid down to rest and got a chance to start fresh...then it got complicated and you made it easy for everyone involved and got up and took off...sometimes you even came back to the place you ran away from...but you got really bored and turned your back on it again...

if you ever wonder if you'll ever stay..and if so...what'll get you to stay...what makes you give first and ask no questions later...wonder no more..you'll just feel it...

when the time's right, when the place feels like the home you've never had you won't be settling...you'll just settle down and do all the things you never thought you'd be doing...

as for me...i went away to find myself and found my love to grow stronger despite the distance, the fighting and all the mundane things...

no doubts...no worries...no pride...no sorrow...tons of coffee, you smiling in your sleep and me...there...to watch you sleeping...soon and for as long as you'll have me