hot and awesome

coffee by my side, almost fake and gay music in my left ear, and the spirits to conquer the world...

so here goes...

no boundaries were left intact...no laws unbroken...no whisper without an echo...

you wake up one morning to find an empty bed and what you've dreamed still there...you try to get up but somehow the memory of last nights' journey lingers...you saw it clearly...no doubt about it...felt it...and not even the fresh pot of coffee can make it go away...for the first time in years you stop searching for everyone's hidden agenda...and just embrace it...

so what if he didn't call, so what if he doesn't hold your hands at night or bring you chocolate when you're PMS-ing?! so fucking what if your life isn't like what they spoon-fed you in movies?

just remember that first time you made him smile, when he told you he likes you and how awesome you are...no labels...no worries...let it happen...

as for me... my hot and awesome self...as usual...feeling more like carrie bradshaw everyday...only better...hotter... more awesome...and always right!