Wednesday, April 8, 2009

i smile when i'm angry, i cheat and i lie...

pornind de la dilema
oare contrariile se atrag sau cine se-aseamana se-aduna
in care am cam reusit sa rezum toate problemele mele existentiale din acel moment...am ajuns aici...nowhere, but still...a place like never before...

poate exagerez, maybe i just fucked it up big time, like only i could, maybe i dared to hope, to feel, to care just a bit too soon...

i found myself over this week-end, i found the girl with huge dreams, who wasn't afraid to speak her mind, to use her voice, to make herselfe heard...did the right person hear me? i'd like to think so...

i remembered how i used to be, good as well as bad...i remember what used to make my heart leap of joy and excitement every time i thought about it...after so much time wasted, i got a hold of a camera and started taking pictures again, i saw the city i now live in from a different point of view...behind the camera...i spent an amazing week-end...

i've started to analise evverything...good, bad, average things that are going on in my life, i don't wanna settle for good anymore, i want great

i'm still putting up a glass wall and despite that, i'm putting myself out there...once more...to see if i'll make it this time or i'm just have to try again...harder and more determined...

i am up-side-down...i'm a mess, i'm happy, i'm alive, now more than ever

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1 comment:

  1. The city is wonderful, try again and again ,and keep taking pictures;)

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