ti se intampla la un moment dat sa ajungi in locu ala, atat de intunecat, atat de ascuns de umanitate, unde parca tu te-ai plasat si te-ai uitat acolo...bun, ajungi acolo si ce faci? te multumesti cu fire de lumina din tavanul vietii??? sau...maybe, just maybe....
SAU iti dai seama odata pentru totdeauna ca nu ai cum sa cazi mai mult de-atat, k it's as dark as it gets, si sa incepi sa te ridici...one day at a time...
sau...alt moment...momentul in care-ti dai seama ca e o faza doar de moment, oricat de incredibila ti s-ar parea...da...ti se intampla chiar tie, chiar acum, si o sa treaca pe langa tine, idiotule, daca nu te bucuri de ea si daca o sa-ti zboare gandu in continuare la viitor, la accel nenorocit "cum o sa fie"...daca o tii tot asa o sa te transformi in persoana "cum ar fi fost daca"...is that what you want, or do you wanna feel it??
LIVE!!! not in the past, not waiting for the future... just live...right here and, especially, right NOW!!
live like there's no tomorrow...i've always guided my actions on the expression live with no excuses and love with no regrets and yeah...sure...i got down on my knees, i crumbled in bed late at night, i twisted and turned in doubt, i just sat there feeling enormous amounts of dispair, having the air sucked out of my lungs into the nothingness that surrounded me
BUT i've loved, i've always loved, truly, madly, deeply...even though it lasted a minute, 2 days, an year, a couple of months or a week-end...i'd do it all over again, i'd face the afterwards solitude with my head held up high, telling to myself it's the worst it can get and that it's only gonna get better from now on...
I've learned to live the "what's-happening-right-now" instead of the "what-it-could've-been-like..." or "what will happen if..."
and so i do...every second of every kiss, of every touch, of everything about YOU
[NU]
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