George Bernard Shaw once said:"There are two tragedies in life: one is not to get your heart's desire. The other is to get it." tragedy is all around us, not to bring us down but to make us realize that there's something more out there, something worth pursuing, worth fighting for...so...the next time you're feeling down, like there's nothing more to do, nothing more to say, nothing else left, just think of it as the lowest stage you could reach and start climbing your way to the top...
everyone searches for something...i guess what i wished for,ever since i could remember, is love...i had the opportunity to experience it in its different shapes and sizes...i wished to feel that love that would make my heart brake if it were to end...it ended...but just living it...acknowledging its presence and power...feeling my soul as a half to a greater whole...just knowing it exists...
i got what i wished for...and, once it was over, it hurt like hell...i'd do it all over again without changing a thing...if this is tragedy...then give me all you've got!
[NU]
Today, Jan, 14th, 2010, concernig our comments to your blog from Jan 11th 2010:
ReplyDeleteno, I haven´t read this before (blog frm Sept 1st 2007)...seems as you´ve been hurt very hard in love..then...recently (is it the same guy? - doesn`t matter, sorry).
You´ll find your love someday, that love you can keep and wich also keeps you a life time.
my tragedy is, I found this love long time ago...my first love! I wasn`t hurt by it strongly...but, unintentionally, a little bit every day during a long time...till I`ve been infused, suddenly, with something much stronger...the real love perhaps..which, on one hand, I had to realise that I couldn't keep, on the other hand, I haven`t knew how life should go on without it..without her...
the first love won against the...what ever this other feeling is..because it is still here in me...an life`s carry on..but I don`t need an other similar experience...
nu stiu de ce scriu in engleza...o limba pe care o consider incomparabil de primitiva in comparatzie cu limba romana..
si nici de ce iti scriu tie atat...
NU te inseli - probabil ca in fiecare din noi se ascunde un iz de pesimism, pe care unii, sau multi - cateodata si eu - incearca sa-l ascunda sub o masca de optimism..
ReplyDeletesi NU, nu am pretentia sa ma-ntelegi. la urma urmei avem trecuturi, nu numai diferite ca si continut dar si ca lungime (al meu e cam dublu ca lungime fata de-al tau :) - si probabil avem si pretentii diferite de la viata.
dar ajunge, daca ne regasim din cand in cand pe o punte de-ntelegere comuna (blogul tau?)...o punte ingusta, aflata poate deasupra unei prapastii sufletesti din care de-abia am iesit..sau in care speram sa nu cadem nicicand. Dar ar puta fi puntea si deasupra unei pajisti inflorite, pe care nu indraznim sa calcam, pt. a nu strivi vreo floare…
NU si NU :)…si nu, n-o sa te plictisesc zilnic cu mine…si nici de fiecare data cand cad in oala cu melancolie
Buna dimineata Maria :)
RW