Wednesday, April 11, 2012

easy like sunday morning



for the first time there is no heart ache, there are no worries, no what if's, no twisting and turning in your sleep...

for the very first time sleeping in a tiny bed with another person is easy, calm, restful...

for the first time you open up completely in the face of the unexpected chemistry that seems to have appeared out of no where...

for the first time it's natural...and you cannot fake natural...

faced with the unbelievable, the unthinkable, are you up for an exciting adventure?

you dare to put yourself out there...and just as you heard the "i'm not in a relationship place right now" speech one too many times in a short period of time, you get back to basics and to the things that make you who you are...

it's all or nothing, baby...it's always been all or nothing...there were times when you gave in, accepted bits and pieces, took turns and shared...and look where that got you...

this time you raised your head up high and took a stand...not to impress, but to keep yourself from falling apart once again...you could have a fair amount of awesome moments together...but the uncertainty will for sure break you...

it's all or nothing, because anything in between will kill you...you cannot feel half of what you're feeling, you cannot give half of yourself, not even you can do that back and forth dance all over again...

a lot of things were left unspoken and many questiones remain to be asked, but the warm fuzzy feeling of peace and escape into eachother's arms cannot be altered...it's there...it's easy

as for me...for the first time leaving doesn't make me sad...i have something to come back to...for as long as you'll feel free...

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