what happens if you put yourself out there...expecting nothing...feeling like nothing could touch or impress you...like you know there's gotta be something more to life than this, but you can't just seen to figure out exactly what...like you're living it...i mean IT!!!...what you only see in movies...but...sadly...you stand back and watch your whole life like a movie...all your memories...all your feelings...not yours anymore...like they never seemed to be in the first place...
flashbacks...bet you get that all the time lately...like there is no present...and no past...just pictures in your head..like everything is made-believe...voices...oh so distant voices...feelings...a certain smell you can't quite remember where you know it from...rushes to do..and live...and let yourself feel...but you don't seem to dare...cuz nothing can move you right about now...
and you try to have fun...you actually ARE enjoying the moment...every second of every step you take...the smell of coffee...the smell of your perfume...the smell of the crowded and never ending streets...but you can hardly smell life...passing you by...and, every once in a while, giving you the chance to peep to what seems to be your life taking place without you even noticing...
i tell you to be strong!!!get your ass out there and do something for a change...make sure YOU write the script to your life...make each and every one around you act on your words...make them feel like they're taking part in your play...get involved...be present in your own life...do not...i repeat....DO NOT cut your life into pieces...do not even think about giving in...
mkay...school's over...go play...
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